I removed your email address, never a good idea to post emails in a forum, it just invites spammers who hunt through open public forums.
If anyone has them available, they can message you privately. The header says Lilian lily, are you looking for one named Lilian or are you looking for the one pictured above?
You can also post in the
Classifieds and Group Buys forum.
My image came from Solaris Farms. If you enlarge the image above, you can click the blue 'More Photo Details' and it has a clickable link to the nursery.